Dear Diary, I Miss Spooning! Like, consistent, daily, spooning! But I dunno if I 100% really want someone around all the time. What do I do?

Dear Diary,

It’s been seven years since I separated from my ex-husband and five since we officially got divorced. You know I’ve had relationships during that time…some fleeting, little loverships that came and went, or never really took off, and then special ones that held deep emotional connection for me. Even with those, we’d only see each other other a few times a week, and that seemed perfect.

Well, diary, it hasn’t been until lately that I actually wouldn’t mind for that to change. Even as I write that, I can tell it’s only about 80% true. Because I do love my own time, being able to do whatever I want, and never really having to answer to anyone. It’s hard to think about sharing my space. But at the end of day, and probably even more so at the beginning of it, dearest diary…I miss spooning.

What should I do?

xoxo,
Mudita

Dear Mudita,

Honestly, I’m not sure, but thanks for sharing.

My guess is when that 80% becomes 100%, then you’ll immediately have your full-time spooner. That’s kinda how it works, lovey.

But hey, a drive-by hug program crossed my mind. You, like, send a text when you need a hug and receive texts when others need them…then if it works you fulfill their request. I bet a lot of people would love that. I dunno. It’s a thought.

Anyway, big glass of water for you my dear, and then go to bed.

Don’t rush the 20%. It’ll come!

In the meantime, this too shall pass.

Love you,
Diary/Universe/Mudita